qishi chengrongjiang genwoshuopengpengdeshihouwoyixiangbuantong
keshi wobuzhidaozenmeshuota
wozhishimemedegaosuta zhexiedoubukeneng
wacaole jiulikaile
yaoxuexile
ai
keshi ,wobunenghaini
wobunengshuoweibeiwoliangxingdehua
qishi wozhendebuzhidaozenmeshuo danshi wohaishiyaorangtaxingfu
jiushizheyang
ai
wozhinengzheyang,shuotadeshihou wohechangbushixiwangwohetayiyang
danshiwomenzongbunengxiangtamenyiyang

wohetaqishishiyiyangde,danshi womenyouyoubutongzhiyouzheyangcaikeyizhengmingwomenshihuozhede.
ranhouzhengmingwomenshiyouxueyouroudezuoyiwomenyaohaoahohuozhedeyuanying
这些是的牢骚，就是这些牢骚让我这几天不正常，可是又貌似还是这样，我很想念赵晨，只有赵晨可以让我清醒也只有她的话能让我觉得我回到了现实。有时候真的不知道自己怎么那么多牢骚，很想对别人说我不想发牢骚，可是我总不能避免。
这就是我想说的，总不能避免的。就是这样，其实我觉得我现在比任何时候都清醒。对就是这样！
让我再清醒一下！